Week 10: Mended Hearts, Eternal Ties

Day 5: The Intimacy of the Holy of Holies

"Blessed are those you choose and bring near to live in your courts! We are filled with the good things of your house, of you holy temple" Psalm 65:4

Can you believe that we can enter the Holy of Holies. We have learned from the very beginning of this study of how God longs to dwell and fellowship with us. Because of the sacrifice that he made on the cross, all believers today have personal access to God's presence everywhere and at any given time - Did you hear that... Anytime, anywhere, anyplace - that is how our God works! We are NEVER alone, he will not forsake us!

I have to say that this study has been a blessing at this time in my life. Just when I felt myself pulling away, God reeled me back in - and boy am I ever grateful in this whole process and for all of you!

Beth said, "If you stop short of a willingness to fellowship in His sufferings, you stop short of the indescribable experience of His holy of holies." Oh how I long to fellowship with him. I want to be on the "High" of loving and experiencing God all the time, not just during the tough times in my life. I want to be able to do it anytime, anyplace, and anywhere - just"Because".

I have had questions of my own, mainly due to a recent family death. I knew that Sara's husband, Shane has a true passion for the book of Revelation, which can sometimes be confusing to me. So I emailed him this passed week about somethings that needed to be cleared up. (Which he blew me away with his responses). One of the verses he gave me was the exact one that Beth Moore quoted.

"And I heard a loud voice from the throne saying, 'Now the dwelling of God is with men, and he will live with them. They will be his people, and God himself will be with them and be their God. He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away.' He who was seated on the throne said, 'I am making everything new!' Then he said, 'Write this down, for these words are trustworthy and true'" Revelation 21: 3-5

Conclusion

I am concluding this study today, which has been amazing in so many way. I know that Sara and Meghan feel this very same way. It couldn't have come at a better time in our lives. If you have any questions that may have come up throughout this study feel free to email us at womenseekinghim@hotmail.com, email Justin Wood at jwood@midriverscc.org, or email Shane Wood at shane@shanejwood.com

We are planning to do another study sometime in January. We are working out the details with schedules now, so we will let you all know when the plans are finalized. We thank you for all your hard work and efforts. We pray that this study has touched you as it has us. Just as Beth stated, "If you dare enter, you will never be the same. Nor will anyone around you."

Love In Christ,
Sarah

Week 10: Mended Hearts, Eternal Ties

Day 4: The New Tabernacle

We, personally, and We, communally (the church), are the very dwelling of God in these times. It is a time like no other in the history of the world! Well, for the last 2000 years it's been this way. But prior to that, God dwelt in a physical Tabernacle--like a building or tent. Today, He dwells within us. It is simply amazing, isn't it?! From a few different Scripture references (in today's study), we find that there is a "we," individually, and a "we," the church, in which God dwells.....

Let's speak first of the individual "we." There are many implications that come from this. Like Beth pointed out, it is important to take care of these bodies that God gave us. Gnosticism, which the apostle Paul wrote many letters fighting against, was a philosophy that believed the actions of the body did not affect the soul. It's simply not true! We all know that our actions affect our souls in a very real way. To carry this out we must have a good balance of taking care of our bodies. This quote from today's study sums it up: A healthy, holy tabernacle provides the best possible environment in which a healthy, holy soul and spirit can thrive. Just as every inch of the Tabernacle in the Old Testament was to be perfect, so God cares about the bodies He made for us! It's not about being beautiful, ugly, skinny, fat, etc. It's about being responsible and taking the best possible care of your body, and living in the knowledge that God dwells within!

Now, let's speak of the church "we." We must realize that God dwells among us as a community as well! Too often we make our Christian walk very individualistic instead of communal, as God intended. We must share with each other, encourage one another, meet each other's needs. We must love each other! All of this is part of being a follower of Jesus!

Remember, you (singular) are the temple. So, take care of yourself! And remember, you (plural) are the temple. So, take care of each other!

Do you struggle with understanding that you are the temple, God's dwelling place, either as an individual or in the community? What practical ways can we take care of these dwelling places for God?

Week 10: Mended Hearts, Eternal Ties

Day Three: The True Tabernacle

"The Lord Himself will give you a sign: the virgin will be with child and will give birth to a son, and will call Him Immanuel." Isaiah 7:14

And so Jesus came to earth to dwell among us. He became human and took on the appearance of man. He was the Word in flesh - the true tabernacle!

Have you ever thought about what that meant? For God to cram all His Glory into a human form? To experience all that we as humans experience - pain, joy, longing, temptation...not to mention some of the more, *ahem*, shall we say unmentionable aspects of the body He surely experienced! Maybe it's because at the moment I am joyously mired in the land of small children, but I've often wished that the bible included a book devoted to Jesus' life as a child. How was He like as a baby? Did He ever throw a tantrum? Did He go through the "terrible twos...or threes? You know, vital information! OK, probably only vital to a mother and not really that important in the scheme of things, right?

It's funny, expanding on the mother theme, I have often, actually, looked into my babies' faces and pondered what Mary must have felt watching her precious baby be crucified on the cross for the sins of the world. I thought it so appropriate that Beth Moore made that comparison. Can you even imagine? I can't - it's inconceivable! I would do anything to protect my babies from pain or suffering. What mother wouldn't? Maybe it was for that very simple reason that God protected her from the knowledge of just what was to come for the tiny, perfect son she held in her arms.

And so He came to earth. And lived. And died as the atonement for our sins. We no longer have to be slaves to the law or some sacrificial system. Jesus obliterated the old way when He came to earth as a man and died on the cross. Through His sacrifice we can now have the "true tabernacle" living in our hearts!

What does it mean to you that Jesus had the power to escape His circumstances but chose to endure suffering for our sake?

Week 10: Mended Hearts, Eternal Ties

Day 2: Home to Jerusalem

It is actually reassuring to me when I read of Israel's history due to the fact that they were horribly disobedient and unfaithful. And yet, God still used them. Isn't it so true with us? How often do I find myself trusting something or someone other than my Lord? How often do I choose bitterness, pride or unkindness over Christ's forgiveness and the freedom it brings?

So, the Ark found a resting place in Jerusalem. Did you notice all that was left in it? Only the stone tablets. And soon, as the Bible and history record, even the ark will be lost.... But even that is a testimony to Christ's work. No longer would God dwell in a physical sanctuary made by men. But now He would dwell in the very hearts of those who would accept Him! Awesome! Are you realizing just how amazing it is to live on this side of the cross?!! We do not have to look to the Ark of the Covenant or to the Temple in order to know whether God is present or not. We merely open our hearts and allow Him to occupy there. We accept what God made us for all along--His dwelling within us. Within our hearts. And within us as a people--His church, His bride, as one community. It's important to realize His dwelling within our hearts, but I believe it's equally important to understand His dwelling among us as a people--one body, one community.

The other thing that really hit home with me was the fact that the Israelites did not keep the same knowledge and obedience to the Lord from generation to generation. This baffles me! How could you witness the awesome works of the Lord and not tell future generations about it? To become so complacent or used to His presence, provision and wonder leaves me speechless. And at the same time, I become complacent with Jesus' work on the cross--whether I disregard it and get caught in unforgiveness or whether I just plain choose to not honor the amazing sacrifice that it was! How does this happen? Not to mention the awesome work I have witnessed in my own life and many lives around me! There is never a reason, for any of us, to become complacent with such an amazing, awesome, powerful, and holy God!! And it should be our life's mission to pass this on to our children and future generations!!

What does it mean to you that God dwells in you? The Israelites saw a cloud in the Tabernacle and knew God was present. How do you know that God's presence is within you? How do you see God's presence in others? What are you doing to make sure knowledge of God and obedience to Him passes on to future generations?

Week 10 Mended Hearts, Eternal Ties

Day 1: A Peek at the Promise Land

Can you imagine getting a peek of what you've been waiting for? Especially if you've been waiting on it for what feels like forever? The group of men that were chosen to go explore the Promise Land for 40 days got to see things first hand, and then all but two of them had to go and spoil it for the rest of them by start rumors. Again, why is it so hard to follow God's lead? The Israelites certainly had their fair share of challenges, but each time God showed himself to them in the end, so why... Why, Why, Why did they always fall away from him? God saw to it that all that treated him with contempt would NEVER see the promise land. In all reality hard hearts may very well find us in a situation such as this.

Then we witnessed the passing of Moses. I have to say that I was very upset that he didn't get to enter into the Promise Land. I kept thinking, "But God, look at what he has done for you? We all make mistakes, where is the forgiveness?" But then I had to refresh... God gave Moses and Aaron very specific instructions and explained to them that there would be consequences if they were not followed very precisely. So when Moses struck that rock twice out of anger and disobedience instead of speaking to it like God asked him to, he sealed his own fate. God gave his very faithful servant his own special burial, that only he knows about.

"How God must grieve over two common approaches to His unfolding plan: those who want position without preparation and those who refuse to leave the comforts of preparation to take the position." (Moore, 2007)

In conclusion today, I highlighted away on the last three paragraphs of today's study. Find a questions that sits well with where you're at in your life right now and elaborate on it.

"Have you found yourself on the brink of the place for which God has long been preparing you? A location? A place of service? A circumstance? A position? Something of which you sense He has been preparing you for a long time?"

Week 9: The Heart of the Testimony

Day 5: A Cross in the Desert

Is it any surprise that today we pointed out a "cross" within the Tabernacle? All along, we have been building upon this idea, God's plan from the beginning has been to dwell among us... And not only among us, but within us! He had to start somewhere. And since we rejected His intimacy in the Garden, He chose to start slowly. Isn't that how we need Him to work sometimes? Get us used to the idea?.... So, He chose a people group to whom He would reveal Himself! Now, as we've learned, His presence is mighty! His glory is almost too much! So, once again, He moved slowly... Convincing the Israelites He could be trusted, and He would take care of them. Helping them see that in His provision He has our best interest in mind, and it's always perfect (even if we can't see it that way!). He brought them out of Egypt, out of slavery and depravity... into the wilderness?!... We can see in our own lives that in a barren and drought-filled time, we are more likely to reach out in desperation. God knows us best, and is willing and patient to work with us. And think of all the ways God revealed Himself in the desert! Water from a rock, manna from heaven, leading them with a cloud in the day and fire by night! Simply amazing!... And then, the Tabernacle. A physical, tangible structure where the Israelites could know and experience the very presence of God. They put every effort into making it perfect, as God commanded. And it was finished....

And now, we see all along that God was pointing to a time when He would not only dwell among them--just barely at an arms length. Where they couldn't quite grasp Him, but they knew He was there. He would dwell within them--within us! He was preparing them, preparing all of us, for a time when He would come--and become one of us--to dwell with us and in us.

Do you realize that Jesus' work on the cross has made all of this possible for us? If not for Christ's finished work at the cross, the "cross" we see reflected in the Tabernacle from long ago would be nothing more than a "T"-shaped arrangement of some ancient tribes around a dead religious tent of meeting. All the pieces fit perfectly together, and we cannot leave any of them out! It's so important that we understand the God of the Old Testament who is the same God, and Father and Savior, that we know and worship today! It is so important that we know the journey of our forefathers, so we can better understand the depth of God's love for us and the extent to which He has gone for us! We are more than blessed to live on this side of the finished of Christ and the cross. How often do we take it for granted?!

Solomon said in 1 Kings 8:27, Will God really dwell on earth? The heavens, even the highest heaven, cannot contain you. How much less this temple I have built?

Think about those words... And we now live in a time when we know God's presence like never before--for He dwells within us. The mighty power, the awesome glory that Solomon spoke of has chosen to reside in you and me.....

Have you recently taken the time to meditate on Christ's finished work at the cross? How has this week's study opened the eyes of your heart more to this truth?

Day 4: Finished Work

What a great feeling when you have finished something, huh?! I was trying to imagine the atmosphere at this time in Israel's community. It must have been buzzing with excitement! Think of all they had been through for so long in Egypt. They had had one year of exodus, when at times they wished to be back in Egypt! They were seeing God in a way they had never before witnessed! They were trusting someone--Moses--that they weren't too sure about. They were reverting back to old ways--worshiping idols, being slaves (to sin this time). What a whirlwind!!! But all of these things surely added to the greatness and wonder of this moment. The Tabernacle was completed. While they were disobedient and stiff-necked, concerning this-- the Tabernacle--they were obedient, passionate, and they passed inspection! Amazing, really. I mean, if Moses was a surprise as a leader, the Israelites were certainly a surprise in the way they came together and prepared the Tabernacle exactly the way God commanded and desired!

"It had been the worst year of his life and the best year of his life. Funny how often that happens when the Lord is your God." This statement that Beth Moore made in today's study really hit me! It is so true! When we choose to follow Jesus Christ, He does what we so desperately need Him to do--strip us of our sin and shortcomings, point out our weaknesses and do a new work in us, and make us a new creation all together! This is the most amazing thing to look back on, however, the process can be grueling at times.

A particular time in my life, several years ago, is a testimony to Christ's work! For years, when I was younger, I dealt with things so inappropriately. I had a few traumatic things happen when I was young, but never knew how to deal with it all in a healthy way. So, instead of communicating or giving it over to the Lord, I just held it all in. I kept striving to follow God, and ended up finding myself in Bible college--surrounded by wonderful, godly, healthy friends who loved me more than I deserved. Through their encouragement and my own circumstances, I started seeing a Christian counselor who helped me deal with all the things in my past. I mentioned earlier this week that I held onto a lot of bitterness. I also dealt with sadness, depression, emptiness, and a confused self-identity. Not to mention, I was afraid to communicate or be myself or express myself for fear of more rejection in being vulnerable. All this to say, through the help of God's community and through the very Word of God, I was able to gain the confidence in knowing that Christ loved me, and that He makes me whole. There is nothing I could ever do, no one I could ever become on my own that would make me deserve His love or gain His grace and salvation. He freely gives it to me simply out of His unconditional, amazing love for me! Awesome!... And Christ promises to complete the good work in us (Philippians 1:6) and that we will reap a harvest if we don't give up in doing good (Galatians 6:9)!

Do you have a testimony to Christ's work in your life? Or do you have any other thoughts about "Finished Work?"

Day 3: The Ten Commandments

Jesus replied, "Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind." This is the first and greatest commandment. And the second is like it: "Love your neighbor as yourself." All the law and the prophets hang on these two commandments. Matthew 22:36-40

I love "Today's Treasure." It's such a great verse, and it alludes to the Ten Commandments. As we saw pointed out in today's study, the Ten Commandments can be summed up in 4 commandments concerning our relationship with God, and 6 commandments concerning our relationships with others. It's hard, at least for me, to not look at the Ten Commandments and think they're just a set of rules. However, there is so much more going on here! God is always looking out for our best interest, it's just that we often don't interpret it that way. For instance, when we say "no" to our kids, they don't always interpret it as being what is best for them! They may think we're just being mean or that we don't ever want them to have any fun! However, we all know better than that. We tell them "no" they can't run out into the street because there are cars that may not see them! And on and on the list could go. Even now, as a parent, though my eyes are open wider than ever before, I still have a hard time seeing this sometimes. Does anyone else??

Back to "Today's Treasure," how do you think the law and prophets could hang on the two commands Jesus mentioned in Matthew 22? Here's my answer: Because in doing these two things, everything works out and falls into place--our relationship with God and with others! This is the way of Jesus which all the law and prophets pointed to! If you look back at every law or at any of the prophets, you will find that in every instance it is either about loving God or loving people. That pretty much sums it up. It's hard to think it boils down that simply, huh? But we all know, though it might seem simple, it certainly isn't always easy!

I also love the idea that Jesus came not to abolish the law but to fulfill it! What an amazing thing! We are completely and utterly incapable of not breaking the law, if you will. Our very nature is sinful. Praise God that He sent Jesus to fulfill the law so that we could be free of it! It's not that the law is done away with, but we no longer are condemned by it when we accept Christ and His sacrifice! We are no longer judged by the law, Christ has set us FREE!!! Now, that is freedom! But with that comes some great responsibility! There are many differing opinions as to how far we can take this freedom in Christ. We must be careful and realize that our deeds do still matter, obedience is still essential in our walk with the Lord. The Ten Commandments are still appropriate today so that we can live good, long lives and our children can do so as well. So, let's be concerned that the Ten Commandments are written on our hearts and the hearts of the generations to come!

Are you obeying all of the Ten Commandments or just the ones that you find convenient? Ask God to reveal areas of your life where you have strayed from His laws.

Day 2: The Gardener's Shears

This concept of God as a gardener is really cool, in my opinion! It helps things make sense. For instance, when you think about a plant that needs pruned--it's a good plant. It's growing and thriving. It's getting the nourishment that it needs. However, there are still weeds and sucker shoots and sometimes an over-aggressive branch that need to be pruned in order for it to stay healthy and keep growing! You see, we can be good people, godly people, but there are still things in our lives that need removed by the gentle pruning hand of God.

As we learned today, there are a few ways this pruning takes place in our lives. First, by the very Word of God. When we study and fill our lives with His Word it helps to prune out the rotten branches and weeds, and also keeps us from sin! And secondly, our situations--especially suffering--help to prune us.

I have a personal illustration of this.... A few years ago my husband and I experienced a miscarriage when I was almost three months along. It was not only a horrible thing, but the way it happened was a bit traumatic!.... First of all, due to some (certainly not all!) of our Christian brothers and sisters reactions, we were more aware than ever of whether or not we had a true belief in the sanctity of life! It was amazing to us the way other brothers and sisters in Christ treated our miscarriage as if nothing had happened or as if we shouldn't be mourning a loss of a child. And yet, these same people will base their entire vote for the presidency on whether or not the candidate believes abortion is right or wrong! It seems we pick and choose in which cases we'll wave our "Sanctity of Life" flags!... Now, at the same time, we had many, many brothers and sisters in Christ and also non-believers who mourned alongside us and really helped us through this horrible time in our lives! But it certainly awoke in us a deep passion to help others through such a horrible thing and to be more aware of our beliefs and how we carry them out! Plus, when this happened to us, it made me realize what is really important in life. I remember not being as concerned with the temporal things in life that I tend to get caught up in. My mind was on more eternal things--like lost souls and others who are suffering even more than we were at the time! It really gave me some perspective. Unfortunately and honestly, I can't say that it stayed.... I long to be in more of a constant state of good, godly perspective like that time in my life brought me to. I can honestly say that I would never have this perspective had I not gone through all of that!

Does anyone else have any personal experiences to share concerning God's pruning?.....

And knowing what was inside the ark below the mercy seat was amazing! The gold jar of manna representing God's glory, provision and teaching. Aaron's staff which had budded representing the way in which God reveals His chosen people. And the stone tablets, which we will discuss more in tomorrow's study... I think, for me, the budding staff sticks out the most in this lesson! It is important we realize that we are known by the fruit we produce, or rather, the fruit that is produces in us. We can see riddled throughout Scripture the love of God, and His passion and desire to lavish it on us! So, while there are many things God produces in us, love is perhaps the greatest fruit of all!

A new command I give you: Love one another. As I have loved you, so you must love one another. By this all men will know that you are my disciples, if you love one another. John 13:34-35

Are there ways that God has produced fruit in you or pruned you either through His Word or through your circumstances?

Day 1: The Mercy Seat

The mercy seat... What a beautiful thought.... Jesus is the mercy seat. What does that mean for us? Well, it means Jesus is God's mercy. That's right. Where does God's mercy come from? Jesus. Where is God's mercy displayed? In Christ Jesus. God has been merciful from the beginning, and His mercy has always been available because of His plan from the beginning that involved Jesus!

I've heard it described like this before: "Grace is getting what you don't deserve, and mercy is not getting what you deserve." So, grace is a gift--like salvation--that we really don't deserve. There is nothing we have done or can do to make ourselves eligible for this gift. And mercy is a sort of cover--like Christ's sacrifice--that shields us from getting what we truly deserve, death. In other words, Christ is the very definition of mercy. He took on our sin, sacrificed Himself and paid the price so that we would not have too! You see, He is mercy!!!! The mercy seat.....

And to see how He was represented in the Tabernacle all along. As this unfolds, it gets more awesome! Don't you think?!....

And not only does He cover our sin and take it away, but in that, there is freedom from sin! We do not have to choose sin, we can choose Christ and His forgiveness which sets us free from sinning any longer! We have all experienced Christ's forgiveness in many ways....

What are a few ways that you are thankful for Christ's mercy and forgiveness?

Here are a few of mine:

1. I have struggled (and still do at times) with bitterness toward people and things in my past. I am so thankful for the freedom that comes in giving this over to Jesus!
2. I am thankful that God has revealed my true self to me in that I have seen the ugliness of my own sin--it helps me to forgive others when I see ugliness in them! We are all alike in this--we have darkness in our hearts and we are prone to sin. We do not all choose forgiveness and freedom, but those of us who know Christ and have experienced His forgiveness can at the very least forgive others who have hurt us!
3. I am so thankful that His mercy is ever available to me! Each day is a new day. And His mercy is available to me to cover my sin--where I have let others down, stuck my foot in my mouth (or both of them!), or had bad thoughts... Whatever my sin, His mercy is available to cover it and make me new! Praise God!!!

Hearts Beyond the Veil

Day Four: God on the Move

Today we looked at God's design plan for building the ark of the covenant and gained some insight into what the building materials He requested represented.

Acacia Wood: Christ's incorruptible humanity
Gold: His deity
Together: the unity of incorruptible man and God

Also, the ark was formed in three layers.

Outside: Gold, represented God the Father
Center: Wood, represented God the Son
Inside: Gold, represented the Holy Spirit

At the four corners of the ark were golden rings that held the two poles which were used by the Levite priests to transport the ark from place to place. They were to never be removed for any reason.

These poles had two major purposes, as we learned in today's lesson.

Purpose #1: They were used to ensure proper transport of the ark. We read a very striking story in 1 Chronicles 13-16 about what happened when the ark was carried in a manner disobedient to the guidelines God laid out for the Israelites. Lesson learned: Always seek the Word of God when doing anything!

Purpose #2: God wanted to be on the move with the Israelites. The poles were a constant reminder that God chose to travel in community with His people, shunning a more permanent dwelling place in a temple as we read in 2 Samuel 7:1-6. Lesson learned: He is constantly seeking relationship with His people!

Think of times you have acted on your own impules rather than seeking direction from God's Word. What should your plan of action be when you have decisions to make?

Hearts Beyond the Veil

Day Three: The Ark of the Testimony

Therefore brothers, since we have confidence to enter the Most Holy Place by the blood of Jesus, by a new and living way opened for us through the curtain, that is, his body, and since we have a great priest over the house of God, let us draw near to God with a sincere heart in full assurance of faith, having our hearts sprinkled to cleanse us from a guilty conscience and having our bodies washed with pure water. Hebrews 10:19-22

The day has arrived! We finally got to part the veil and humbly enter the inner sanctum to gaze upon the ark of the covenant! I can't wait to learn more about this most awesome of structures in the coming lessons.

Today we learned that the main task of the ark of the testimony was to preserve God's Witness. His Glory with them at all times in the wilderness and beyond. And taking a long look back to the beginning of our study, we see that this was the first piece of furniture God instructed the Israelites to make for the tabernacle. Beth Moore gave some insight into this saying, "He began with the place of His presence because communication starts with God and ends with people. God always approaches us before we can approach Him!"

Have you ever really considered this? We get to approach God because He first approached us - we can't do anything apart from Him! This bible study has been timely for me in so many ways, and even though it seemed like initially I chose to do it of my own accord, it has continually been revealed to me as we dig further into this study just how much His Hand was at work - it was no accident that we happened to pick this particular study with which to start our blog! There is no better explanation other than He is always working out His will - enabling us, enticing us to grow closer and deeper in relationship with Him.

Think back on either your initial salvation or restoration after a time of wandering. Describe ways God drew you closer to Himself.

Hearts Beyond the Veil

Day Two: A Room With a View

One of the things (and I think I've mentioned this before) I am loving about this study is discovering all the many ways the Old Testament points to Jesus - how all of scripture is intricately interwoven together. It's mindboggling to realize just how divinely inspired God's Word is. Beth Moore said it best: "...God's Word is so perfect I can hardly fathom it." Exactly.

Today's study was no different. We looked at the significance of the four walls surrounding the holy of holies likening them to the Gospels, and the four very different perspectives they give regarding the life of Jesus. Pretty amazing, huh? Each one gives a close look at a specific aspect of Jesus - servant, King, human yet God, God yet human. A perfect four-sided view.

I always get a little goosebumpy when I think of how relevant the bible is and has always been. It addressed cultures that lived thousands of years ago and is able to address the cultures of today. Humans have not changed much over the years. We're still struggling with the same issues. How great is our God that he inspired four very different Gospels so that all people can come to know Jesus in a way they relate to and understand?

Beth Moore suggested one more representation for the four walls surrounding the holy of holies: Christ's love for us. It is deep. It is wide. It is long. It is high. Nothing we do can separate us from His love (Romans 8:39). It encompasses and covers everything. Do you feel that? Do you believe that? My prayer is that you can. That you will choose to "experience Him in His fullness" and by doing this "know this love that surpasses all knowledge - that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God." (Ephesians 3:19)

At the end of today's lesson, Beth Moore gave some scriptures (Psalm 40:2, Isaiah 55:9, Jeremiah 29:11, Romans, 8:28, and Philippians 3:14). Spend some time pondering each of these. Which one do you feel most addresses your current circumstances? Why?

Day One: Radiant Intimacy

Today we learned about the veil, a sumptuous curtain threaded with scarlet, blue, and purple whose task was to separate the holy place from the holy of holies - where God's Presence resided.

Isn't it so crazy to think about the fact that God's Glory was so amazing that it had to be withheld behind a veil because if any unprepared mere human gazed upon it they would die? It seems inconceivable to even think about what a radiance of that nature would look like. Have you ever tried to imagine it?

But this is even more amazing:

We, who with unveiled faces all reflect the Lord's glory, are being transformed into His likeness with ever-increasing glory, which comes from the Lord, who is the Spirit. 2 Corinthians 3:18

Because of Christ and His completed work on the cross, we are invited to approach and gaze with unveiled faces upon the glory of God - a glory that never fades, that brings righteousness to all who accept! The veil is removed when we choose to follow Jesus. We get to walk in radiant intimacy with our Glorious God! Incredible!

Did you take the time to ponder 2 Corinthians 3:7-18? How did those verses speak to you today?

Week 7, Day 5: Heaven, the Blessed Adoption Agency

How great is the love the father has lavished on us, that we should be called children of God! And that is what we are! The reason the world does not know us is that it did not know him. Dear friends, now we are children of God, and what we will be has not yet been made known. But we know that when he appears, we shall be like him, for we shall see him as he is. 1 John 3:1-2

We are God's children, not just certain people, but everyone, and not just when we are good, but when our faults come out as well. I couldn't help but wonder if God's sees me the way I see my own children? I love them unconditionally. Whether they are an angel one day, or whether they are so defiant that I feel like it's pushing me over the edge - I still love them with every fiber of my being. So this is how God feels about us - he loves us unconditionally because we are his children.

I have spent my whole life trying to please my father. As an adult, I'm still trying to, and sometimes that really frustrates me because I feel that nothing I do will ever be good enough. There have been a few times that I have received his praise, and boy have I cherished every moment of it. This is how I should be with my heavenly Father, my creator. I should be eager to please at all times. Knowing that we are his children should encourage us to live as Jesus did - a pure life.

And speaking of fathers. God disciplines us just as we would discipline our own children. This is an ongoing battle in our house with our almost 3 year old son, and I praying that I am disciplining appropriately. Hebrews 10:10-11 says "Our fathers discipline us for a little while as they thought best;; but God disciplines us for our good, we may share in his holiness. No discipline seems pleasant at the time, but painful. Later on, however, it produces a harvest of righteousness and peace for those who have been trained by it." Can I just say, AMEN!!! Discipline is SO hard, but knowing that you're doing it for their own good is what helps me push through. This is where I have to do that reverse thinking again... God disciplines us so that we may have righteousness and peace - what a gift and blessing!

Do you feel God is in the midst of disciplining you right now? If so, how? If not now, then can you pinpoint a time where to did feel he was disciplining you?

Week 7, Day 4: The Right Hand of God

“My Father, who has given them to me, is greater than all, no one can snatch them out of my Father’s hand. I and the Father are one.” John 10: 29-30

Sure there are things here on earth that can harm us and lead us astray, but if we choose to follow Jesus he will provide us with an everlasting safety. Jesus Christ is the right hand of God, he is the SAVING hand of God! How awesome is that!

Today we were able to come to the realization of why the new covenant was established. It’s purpose was based on more profitable and valuable promises – Promises of God that find their “Yes” in Jesus Christ! I love how Beth said, “The old covenant was based on a shadow. The new covenant was based on a Savior.”

Will he heal you from the ravages of sin? Read Isaiah 53:5
- By his wounds we are healed.
I couldn’t help but think of a song we sing:

He was pierced for our transgressions
He was crushed for our sins
Punishment that brought us peace was upon him
And by his wounds, by his wounds we are healed.

We are healed by Your sacrifice
And the life that You gave
We are healed for You paid the price
By Your grace we are saved
We are saved, WE ARE SAVED!

We know that sometimes God tells us know, but today I learned that “God’s no is a street sign to direct you to oncoming yes!”

We live in a world where people think that believing in God and following God restricts so many things because God says “No”. This is why it is so important for us to retrain the way they think and let them know about all the things that he says “yes” to. Yes to salvation, yes to forgiveness, yes to abundant life, and yet to a mansion of glory!

Can you think of a past personal need that God undoubtedly met in Christ? If so, how?
Or do you feel that there is an area in your life where God said “No” and is directing you to an oncoming “Yes”?

Week 7, Day 3: An Open Door

“…I have placed before you an open door that no one can shut.” Revelation 3:8

Today’s study was eye opening for me. For some reason when I think about Jesus I don’t ever think of him as being tempted, but in thinking this I realize that I am totally and completely wrong.

When looking into why Christ’s priesthood was so superior to Aaron’s we were able to see the importance of Jesus becoming one of us. In becoming flesh he suffered when he was being tempted but remained holy and did not sin. It is through these experiences with temptation that he is able to sympathize with our weaknesses. He has been there, and he’s only guiding us so that we don’t have to suffer ourselves.

“No temptation has seized you except what is common to man. And God is faithful; he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear.” 1 Corinthians 10:13

Temptation happens to everyone, so we are not in this alone. But any temptation can be resisted because God is there to help us. In the footnote in my Bible it gives 5 ways of resisting temptation:

1. Recognize those people and situations that give you trouble.
2. Run from anything you know is wrong
3. Choose to do only what is right
4. Pray for God’s help
5. See friends who love God and can offer help when you are tempted.
*Running from a tempting situation is your first step on the way to victory.

For me, the real assurance is knowing that God the Father has provided a door of escape for every temptation that I will encounter. The choice is up to me. Beth said, “Two things about a believer’s temptation never vary: 1) We always have an open door, a way out. 2) Every door we refuse to walk through makes the next one even harder to enter. This so very true!

Can you cite a time when you narrowly escaped a sin that could have ruined your life? If it is extremely personal, write your comments vaguely. The important part is to acknowledge the One who opened before you a way of escape.

When asked this question, there was one situation that popped into my head. About a year after I was married I went to dinner with one of my ex-boyfriends whom I was still friends with. Again, just friends. At the time I saw nothing wrong with doing this, but now looking back at it and can’t help thinking, “What in the world was I thinking!!!!” Anyway, once we were done and going to our separate cars he proceeded to kiss me. I immediately pushed him away and told him that our friendship was no more. I cried the whole way home and when I got home I told my husband what had happened. I felt as if I had cheated on him and we had only been married for a year. I promised him that night that I would never be put in such a situation again and I haven’t since! When my dear friend Sara commented earlier this week about not being alone with the opposite sex I couldn’t help but think just how vitally important this is!

Just as Beth mentioned in her story, things can get out of hand very quickly if you continue to shut or walk right past the doors that God has given you to escape. Lucky for me, I took that first door – If I wouldn’t have I could have lost the best thing that ever walked into my life, my beloved husband. I know that some people aren’t so lucky!

Do you care to share as I have?

Can you site a time when you narrowly escaped a sin that could have ruined your life? Again, you can be vaque!

Week 7, Day 2: A Peculiar Priest

“Now there have been many of those priests, since death prevented them from continuing in office; but because Jesus lives forever, he has a permanent priesthood.” Hebrews 7: 23-24

In today’s study we were able to see the comparison of Melchizedek and Jesus. We found that Melchizedek was King of Salem, a priest – a priest of the Most High God to be exact. Later we discover that his name means “King of Righteousness” “Kind of Peace”.

Beth stated, “The range of Melchizedek’s priesthood did not encompass one nation alone, but through him all people could be blessed. The most fascinating royal priest was none other than a type, or picture, of Christ, foreshadowing the true King-Priest to come. Likewise, through Him all nations would be blessed.”

If perfection could have been attained through the Levitical priesthood (for on the basis of it the law was given to the people), why was there still need for another priest to come – one in order of Melchizedek, not in order of Aaron. Hebrews 7:11

So if the Jewish priests and their laws had been able to save people, then why would God need to send his son Jesus as priest? Well rewinding back to the offerings… we know that the animal sacrificing has to be repeated over and over again and yet it only allowed temporary forgiveness. But with Jesus, he made the one and only ultimate sacrifice that will never again be repeated and yet provided permanent forgiveness! When Jesus Christ became our High Priest, he canceled out all other priesthood. None other should take His place in our lives!

Have you recently questioned God’s plan for your life or His timing?

God will act when he is ready. I don’t know about you all, but I have two beautiful children who tend to get impatient, and have absolutely no concept of time what so ever! I find myself not telling my son, Noah, that we are leaving the house until about 15 minutes before we do so because I will constantly hear, “Mommy we go bye bye now?!?” “Time to go bye bye?” Over and Over! But as adults we are very similar in the nature. We don’t fully understand the concept of God’s timing. Just like our children, we want everything to happen now and “our” way, when deep down we need to be patient and know that God’s timing and way is much better. We he is ready he will do what HE needs to do, NOT what WE would like him to do. As hard as this may be sometimes, it is the right and only way! This is something that I struggle with every day of my life. I need to wait for God to reveal his plan in my life and not take matters into my own hands.

Has this study encouraged you to feel differently? If so, How?

Week 7, Day 1: The Holy Calling of the Priesthood

Today was a long one, but a good one! I have enjoyed researching God’s reasoning for the work that he has done. It’s truly unveiling my eyes. I’m apologizing ahead of time for the lengthy post! It just shows how much I enjoyed today’s study!!

We have recently learned about the importance of sacrifices and God’s attitude towards them. In this we also learned that Jesus, the unblemished lamb, was the ultimate sacrifice that was made for each and every one of us, ceasing the many animal sacrifices. But there are more to sacrificing than just the animal sacrifice. What about the ones we covered today? The mental and physical ones: Praise, Your Temple, and Faith.

When asked “What can you do to offer sacrifices to God in these areas?” Here were my answers, and feel free to share yours.

Praise:
I need to praise Him more often to others who may not know him without feeling “silly” about it, or too over the top.

Hebrew 13:15-16. Through Jesus, therefore, let us continually offer to God a sacrifice of praise – the fruit of our lips that confess his name. And do not forget to do good and to share with others, for which such sacrifices God is pleased.

Your Temple:
I want to not worry so much about my appearance and just enjoy me the way I am. God wants us to offer ourselves as living sacrifices by laying down our own desires and following him, but this isn’t always the easiest of things to do.

Romans 12:1 Therefore, I urge you, brothers, in view of God’s mercy, to offer your bodies as living sacrifices, holy and pleasing to God – this is your spiritual act of worship.

Faith:
I want to realize that God has a plan for me and my family, and in the process understand that what I want isn’t necessarily what he wants for me!

Philippians 2:17 But even if I am being poured out like a drink offering on the sacrifice and service coming from you faith, I am glad and rejoice with all of you.

“Sanctification is not about long hair and abstinence. It is about purity… For those really fulfilling their calling of evangelism and ministry, purity is neither easy nor accidental. We must guard our minds and put on our armor. A war rages our there, and we are Satan’s favorite prisoners.” (Moore, 2007)

I don’t usually ask the discussion questions and then answer them, but that’s exactly what I’m going to do today. In this process I’m asking you to share your answers with all of us.

What do you deliberately avoid for the sake of purity?

I do not curse or use foul language. I’m not saying that I’ve never said a bad word before. I’m just saying that I never made it a habit like some people do. I don’t like hearing those words used – it actually makes me feel pretty uncomfortable.

How do others know you are set apart to God?

I’m going to use the example of foul language above. When I was in High School I was always playing sports. Softball and Basketball were my main sports. I was captain in both of these sports, which means that a lot of people look up to you in a way. They would pick on me for using words like “Dork” “Nerd” “Butt” instead of using more vulgar terms for these things. On one of our road games, one of the girls just came out and asked me why I didn’t curse. *Here was possibly my one and only time to witness to these girls!* The ones who were really close to me already knew why, but this was a girl that obviously didn’t. I began explaining to her that I’ve grown up in the church and that I accepted Jesus Christ when I was in the 6th grade. I went into details about certain things that I believe in and feel very strongly about – even though the whole time I feared she was tuning me out. In the end she looked me in the face and said, “ That’s really cool.” After that every time she would use a foul word herself, she would look at me and apologize.
These girls knew what I believed in, and I just wish I could have made a bigger impact on them.

If you have children, what habits towards purity are you helping instill in them?

On this question I am using my husband, Kris, as the example. I have known my husband – the love of my life – since I was 9 years old. He hasn’t changed one bit since the day I met him (which I remember very vividly). I am the luckiest woman to have such a man in my life.

You’re probably wondering why I’m using him and not myself. Here is why… I struggle with many things in my life. Not off the chart struggles, but everyday struggles like stress, anxiety, anger, frustration, jealousy, etc. These are bad habits that make me feel so “impure”, and they’re habits that I don’t want my children to pick up on. As for my husband, he is the complete opposite. He doesn’t stress, he’s never anxious or jealous, and in all the years that I’ve known him I have never once heard him yell. He does not curse, he doesn’t drink alcohol (he hasn’t even had soda in 13 years), but he DOES love the Lord with all of his heart – he is literally the most amazing man that I have ever met. But it’s not just me who is lucky in this, it’s my children who I pray will reap the benefits of having such a Father. He is the perfect example of “purity” for me and my children in more ways than I can possibly explain.

So now I ask you:
What do you deliberately avoid for the sake of purity?
How do others know you are set apart to God?
If you have children, what habits toward purity are you helping instill in them?

Week 6: The Heart of a Servant

Day 5: The Garments of the Priests

Well, the final day of this week's study was preparation for next week. So, there were quite a few details to sort through and remember from weeks past and some interesting new details too. However, isn't a study like this a testament to the way our Lord is interested in and concerned with the details?

One thing that sticks out to me in learning about the construction and details of the Tabernacle has been the way God used all of our senses to reveal Himself to us and for us to give and sacrifice to Him! With the fragrant offering, the beauty of not only the Tabernacle itself but now we've seen the garments of the priests were beautifully detailed as well! And to know the garments had bells on them, so you could hear when the priest entered God's presence! Not to mention, the feel and ambiance of the whole thing must have been amazing! You know, all of us learn and experience things in different ways, and it seems that God didn't want to leave anything out when it came to relating and ministering to His people!

I hope and pray this week's study has been challenging and uplifting for all of you, sisters! I know it has been for me. It's hard to believe we have only 4 weeks left! Hang in there. Let's finish strong together!!!

Do you have any other thoughts concerning all the details of the Tabernacle? Is there something specific you are taking away from this week's study?

Day 4: The Gift of Support

Two are better than one, because they have a good return for their work: If one falls down, his friend can help him up. But pity the man who falls and has no one to help him up! Ecclesiastes 4:9-10

Was anyone else crying by the end of today's study??..... The story of the mother who shared her struggles and then became victorious through it all was amazing! It's SO true! If she had borne that burden all alone, do you think she would have been victorious?

Today's study reiterated that our God is a God of community! He has created us to be communal--to commune with Him and with each other. It's a little out of our comfort zones, in a sense. Oh sure, some of us love fellowship and being with people! I, for one, gain energy when I'm around people. I love people! However, there is a difference in hanging out with people and in supporting each other. If we're going to support each other, build each other up, help one another, then we have to know each other! We have to be in each other's lives, having the same mind and goals in Christ! That is how Moses, Aaron, Hur and Joshua were able to work together, rely on God together and each do their part to bring victory! God doesn't need us to do these things. He calls us and challenges us to do these things so we will experience His community--the Church! We can grow in love and appreciation of others through all of this! The whole Kingdom benefits when we share our burdens, when we support each other and rely on God together!

This also involves letting go of pride. Now, Moses certainly could have told Aaron and Hur to go help Joshua fight, he'd be fine by himself. How many of us bare burdens like this? There are people available to help, but we feel our burden isn't heavy enough--there may be a greater need somewhere else. So, we send ready servants on their way! In today's study we were warned of two negative outcomes when we refuse to share our burdens: 1) We often lengthen the battle. And truthfully, victory can become an impossibility. 2) We cheat others of the joy of victory. There have been times when I've genuinely told someone I was more than willing to help them out in some way, and it's a real let down when they decline or make light of what I've offered them. Has this happened to anyone else??

Scripture is riddled with this idea of community. God, in three persons... What does that mean except community?! We were made in His image--a Community. One thing that is stressed at the church I attend is "Go be the church!" Church is not a building or a place or something we go "do" on Sundays. We are the church....always.


Do you have a support system within your ministry? in your personal life? If so, who are they and how do they support you? How can you be the Community, the Church to others?

Day 3: The Inheritance of a Servant

The Lord said to Aaron, "You will have no inheritance in their land, nor will you have any share among them; I am your share and your inheritance among the Israelites." Numbers 18:20

Not only is their a huge privilege and responsibility when serving God, but their is much sacrifice as well! Let's distinguish what we are speaking of here.... We, as followers of Christ, are all called to serve the Lord. Though the call is the same, the direction the call will lead each one of us is usually different. Some are called to a life of volunteering and living as an example to others in their walk with the Lord and in their daily lives. Others are called to a life of full-time ministry which is dedicated solely to preaching and reaching the lost! Now, neither one of these calls is better than the other. However, the weight and responsibility is definitely heavier on those who claim to be called by God as His ministers.

Once again this is a beautiful picture of the body of Christ. It is essential that we have a variety of people within the body to provide all the needs! For each of us to be challenged where we are weak and to thrive in our strengths. This includes financial situations as well. There are many ministers and missionaries who depend on the body to provide for them financially in order for them to give fully to the work of the Kingdom. This would not be possible without others in the body who work, make money and give to the Kingdom! Do you see how both positions are important and necessary in order for the Kingdom to function? Don't get me wrong, God doesn't really need our money, but He does challenge us in these areas to serve Him and trust Him!

I also believe there is another real issue here.... Taking care of the leaders of the Church does not merely include a paycheck! Remember how God instructed the Israelites to make the Levites a part of their celebrations? We also need to be concerned with building up our leaders and taking care of them emotionally as well. It must have been a problem even with the Israelites as it is today. We don't see the ministers as real people. Let me explain... this is our attitude toward them: We treat them as if they're at our disposal because that's what God has called them to. They do all the work at the church, we don't--we're not paid! And then we feel, since we're "tithing members, " that we can complain when the minister(s) does something we don't like! We hold them to higher standards than we do ourselves! And on top of that, it never crosses our mind to give them a word of encouragement or thank them for the hard work they do!.... It's sad, really... In the "real world" a person usually doesn't stay at a job where they're constantly critiqued (especially by people who haven't been trained in their expertise)! In the "real world" a person wouldn't stay at a job where they never get a raise (because that's not godly, right?).... I understand not everyone has this attitude, and certainly there are plenty of churches that work hard to take good care of their ministers. I just want to expose the attitude that I've run into often.... God has called these people to minister for Him to YOU! They are not perfect, but they are called by God. We should love on them, encourage them and take good care of them so they are better able to do Kingdom work instead of being weighted down by abuse or discouragement within the body.

How have you encouraged leaders within the body of Christ where you are currently serving? Have you yourself experienced being taken care of or not being taken care of as a minister? Do you have any other thoughts concerning all of this?

Day 2: A Hard Lesson in Holiness

"Those who share in the privilege of being nearest to God must also bear the awesome responsibility of exemplifying His holiness through obedience."

Now, before you start thinking this is not talking about you, STOP!! Because, sure enough, it is! If you have chosen to follow Christ, then you are near God, and in many cases nearer to Him than most others around you! If you come into contact at all with nonbelievers, then this applies to YOU! In fact, this applies amongst believers as well....

I really like that statement that Beth Moore made. It is true. We have the responsibility of representing Christ to everyone! Whether it is to a nonbeliever who knows nothing of Christ or to another believer who is less mature in the faith. We all have this responsibility to some extent!! It must never be taken lightly!

At the same time, before you go and get overwhelmed with this responsibility, remember that Christ does this in us and through us! It is by His sacrifice that we are able to draw near to God. He is doing this for us, through us, in us..... Our worship--a fragrant offering to God--would not be possible without the atonement Christ made for us. Just like the picture of the Tabernacle, the way the altars were positioned. "Until someone had experienced atonement at the first altar, he could not offer the fragrant incense of prayer, praise, and worship at the second because there would be no intercessor!" How much more meaning do Jesus' words have now that we know this, "I am the way, the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me." John 14:6

Jesus is the way to the Father, He is the truth--a foundation our lives are built on, and He is the life--eternal life!! In the book of John, as Beth Moore pointed out, the word truth means unveiled reality. Isn't it awesome to think of Jesus as God's unveiled reality. God in the flesh = Jesus = unveiled reality! It was always TRUE, and yet hidden. But truth is now unveiled in Christ!!

It is also important to talk about the "unauthorized fire" that was given. To be honest, it sounded a bit careless to me, as well as having little respect or reverence for what was being done! I do think it's important for us to remember who it is we serve and worship! It is the Creator and One True Living God who is "over all and through all and in all" (Ephesians 4:6). We must not be careless or too soon forget the holiness of God and all that He deserves from us! And yet, Jesus Christ did not consider equality with God something to be grasped, but made himself nothing, taking on the very nature of a servant.... (Philippians 2:6-7). What an absolutely amazing God we serve!

What fuels your personal expression of worship? Is it truly more about God than yourself? Can you sense when God is pleased with your worship, and if so, how? How do you think the aspect of sacrifice plays into our worship?

Day 1: The Altar of Incense

Therefore he is able to save completely those who come to God through him, because he always lives to intercede for them. Hebrews 7:25

How much more meaning does this verse have now that we've been studying the Tabernacle? In the context of Hebrews chapter 7, the author is portraying Christ as our High Priest! We are in the midst of studying the importance and significance of the High Priest's job! And to think, that Christ now always intercedes for us! Not once a year, but always!

It might be hard for us to completely realize the awesomeness of Christ as our High Priest--He's always been that for us! We never lived in a time when we needed a human high priest. This study is helping to open my eyes as to the greatness of what this means! Where there used to be one position of high standing amongst God's people, coming from a particular tribe and doing very specific jobs to make atonement for God's people, there is now one High Priest who has completed the task of sacrificing and satisfying everything that our sin messes up who is Christ! Christ is The One High Priest who was able to completely satisfy everything for us! We no longer need a high priest to intercede. We no longer need a veil to separate us from God's dwelling place. He has made His home in our hearts. Christ has covered us with His righteousness and holiness and made us ready for His dwelling! What God commanded the Israelites to do in order to ready the Tabernacle for His presence, He now does in us for His presence to be in us. Isn't this AWESOME??!!!!

May my prayer be set before you like incense.... Psalm 141:2

Scripture speaks much about prayer. I love this idea of prayer being like incense to God--sweet smelling and soothing. Isn't it an awesome thought that when we pray perhaps God is soothed by the sweetness?.... Perhaps He is soothed because we are coming to Him. He never fails and He longs for a relationship with us! Relationships cannot thrive without communication! I believe that is why He tells us to pray!

And worship... WOW, what a loaded word, huh?.... We have certainly twisted this word, and quite frankly, we're not sure how to use it correctly, I'm afraid! True worship is a lifestyle. We worship with our lives (1 Chronicles 16:29; Psalm 95:6; Matthew 2:2; John 4:24; Romans 12:1). All these references tell us ways to worship. I think we can easily conclude that worship is giving the Lord what is due Him. We can do that with a song, kneeling or bowing in awe, bringing gifts, giving our very lives! ALL of these are worship. I'm glad we will go deeper with this in the days to come....

What do you think of Christ as our High Priest?... How is your prayer life?... What are ways that you give your life in worship to our Lord?

Hearts in Fellowship (Week Five)

Day Five: The Bread of the Presence

The Bread of God is He who comes down from Heaven and gives life to the world. John 6:33

Pretty amazing, isn't it? Jesus is our Bread of Life. He is the Bread of the Presence fulfilled. And because of His sacrifice on the cross for our sins, because God found satisfaction with His Son, we are able to "partake of the Manna from Heaven." As Beth Moore states, "He was satisfied with Jesus. And that is enough to cover me."

It keeps getting better and better, don't you think?

Do you find the bread of Christ's presence satisfying in your life? Why or why not?

Day Four: A Table Set Before Him

Have you ever thought about how much of our interaction with others takes place around a table of some sort? I was thinking about this as I was doing today's study, and I realized that it's true. In nearly all of the situations where we're going to be hanging out with others - whether it be with friends, co-workers, family etc... - there is always a table involved. A coincidence? I think not! Even if we are not fully aware of it, we are programmed by God to fellowship with others, and what better place than around a table sharing food and laughter...communing together!

Now I will admit that this can be hard for someone who's introverted and shy and easily overwhelmed by people (like me!). Not long ago, my husband (who's not shy or introverted or easily overwhelmed by people) approached me about the possibility of hosting our small group in our home. Oh, my goodness! I'm all for fellowship, of course, but in my home is another story! Talk about anxiety! Yikes! But, for some reason (it must have been the Holy Spirit's prompting) I gave the go ahead. And you know, it's been a true blessing. I have actually enjoyed hosting our amazing group - I actually look forward to the Sunday evenings when I know they'll be in our home!

So, I would say it's true that we all yearn for that communion and fellowship with others (even crazy, un-relational me!). God understands that fully, which is why he incorporated the table as one of the most important elements in the tabernacle! And He understands not only just the need for us to fellowship with others, but with Him! God communing with us in the Holy Place! Pretty amazing, don't you think?

What about you? Do you think fellowship with others is important? If so, what are some ways you fellowship and commune with others in your own life? Is this something you find easy or hard to do?

Day Three: Filling the Lamps

"You are the light of the world." Matthew 5:14

What a great study today, don't you think? WE are the "heavenly lampstands"! It is our job to make sure that our flame is continually burning brightly in order to illuminate the way for those living in darkness. What a noble task God has entrusted us with! And what an awesome gift the Holy Spirit is! I love to think of "God's entire being uniting to produce the brightest possible flame" IN ME.

However, I know that often my lamp doesn't burn as brightly as it should. I get bogged down with responsibilities, I get tired, I start having a million excuses, and as a result my light starts growing dimmer and dimmer. Beth Moore states that, "If we do not burn with a passionate flame, it is because we have limited God, who prepared us for victory..." So true!

And have you thought about the fact that when we allow the Holy Spirit to flow freely the "fruit of the spirit" naturally occur? I am super guilty of praying for specific "fruits" and then becoming more and more frustrated when it seems they do not appear in my life. Instead I need to be praying that the Holy Spirit will fill me!

Can you identify the fruit of the Spirit in your life? If not, what do you need to change for your life to exhibit this fruit?

Day Two: The Golden Lampstand

What did you think of today's study?

Can you imagine what the Israelites must have felt like awaiting their first glimpse into the Holy Place? Think of the anticipation and excitement...how many had nervous butterflies flitting around in their stomachs! Finally they were going to be able to push aside the curtain and cross the threshold into a Place that was beyond their wildest dreams. And there, right in front of them as they entered, the source of the most dazzling display of brilliance and beauty they'd ever seen, was...The Lampstand. God's evidence of Himself in the Holy Place!

This is even more apparent when we see exactly what the Lampstand actually represented: the sevenfold spirit of God - wisdom, understanding, counsel, might, knowledge, fear - with the main shaft stemming from the "root" of the Lampstand representing The Spirit of the Lord. Amazing, right?

And what did you think about the comparison of the buds and branches to the pruning Christ does in our lives in order to help us bear "fruit"? Very interesting, I think.

He cuts off every branch in me that bears no fruit, while every branch that does bear fruit he prunes so that it will be even more fruitful....Remain in me, and I will remain in you. No branch can bear fruit by itself: it must remain on the vine. Neither can you bear fruit unless you remain in me. I am the vine; you are the branches. If a man remains in me and I in him, he will bear much fruit; apart from me you can do nothing. If anyone does not remain in me, he is like a branch that is thrown away and withers; such branches are picked up, thrown into the fire and burned. John 15:2, 4-6 (NIV)

I think there are many times in my life where it seems God has had to prune me down to almost the bare ground! These are obviously the times when I've been the farthest away from Him. When I've turned away and let my relationship grow cold, when I've not "remained in Him". These have been some of the most miserable and fruitLESS moments of my life! Matthew 12:33 say that,"...a tree is recognized by its fruit." (NIV) Yikes!

I'm definitely learning - at times very painfully and slowly - to cling to the Vine. If I want to lead a fruitFUL life I must hold on as tight as I can to Jesus - I must remain in Him!

How has the Holy Spirit recently made himself known in your life?

Day One: The Holy Place

I don't know about you, but I have decided that I am just not very good at this diagram drawing stuff. I get lost in the description and start feeling so overwhelmed that it paralyzes me! I can't do a thing! So I'm taking a cue from my good friend and posting a picture of the tabernacle proper to help with the visualization process (would it be considered cheating, do you think, if I just printed this off and put it in my book instead of drawing it myself?? Hmmm......)

One of the things I am loving about our study of how the tabernacle was constructed is how incredibly intricate the instructions God laid out for them were - no detail was overlooked or without significance! And I never cease being thrilled every time I get a glimpse of God's larger plan at work in the Old Testament.

But I think what stood out to me the most in today's study was this:

He will cover you with His feathers, and under His wings you will find refuge; His faithfulness will be your shield and rampart. Psalm 91:4

Isn't that amazing? Isn't that something we all long for? To be sheltered and protected....to find refuge? My daughter spends most of her day with her beloved blankie wrapped around her - it's her buffer from the outside world, offering her protection and security from whatever scary things she may have to confront at any given moment. This is what I picture in my mind when I try to visualize this: God as our heavenly security blankie - can you imagine? He covers us with His life! Incredible!

What about you? How have you learned to experience "the warmth and protection of life beneath the wings of the Almighty"?

Hearts Approaching the Altar (Day 5)

Day 5: Contentment in the Calling

Look upon our shield, O God; Look with favor on your anointed one. Better is one day in your court than a thousand elsewhere; I would rather be a doorkeeper in the house of my God then dwell in the tents of the wicked. Psalm 84: 9-10

I couldn't help but think of another worship song while reading this verse. But after reading today's study it has much more meaning to me now. For so many people the court was their Holy Place because they couldn't go beyond that point. It was only the priests that were allowed to enter the Holy Place, but they still had to enter through the court. If I could rewind time and place myself in the masses of people, I know that I would be singing the same thing. "Better is one day in your court that a thousand elsewhere!"

Don't we all long for something bigger and better in our lives? Maybe not at the moment, but I know there has to be a time when you have thought this. The Korahites were assigned a very important task of transporting the covered articles through the wilderness. But obviously Korah thought he deserved something bigger and better to do, and thought that Moses and Aaron were the ones trying to cease control over everyone. He turned so many against God and God's faithful servants. How did he think he was going to benefit from doing this? What it did do was cost him, among many others, their lives! God made it so that earth split and opened its mouth and swallowed them. What a scary sight, but it also allows us to see just how mighty God really is.

When we begin focusing on ourselves and the problems in our life, it takes our eyes off God. We the begin to lose our perspective on everything around us. I am one to make a Mountain out of a mole hill, and by doing this I hinder my relationship with God, because it begins to take over me. This is something that I work on everyday of my life. My husband always says, "Honey, don't sweat the small stuff. And you know what? It's all small stuff!" Don't allow the difficulties or temporary problems make you lose sight of God's direction for you life. God has created a path for each of us, but we are the ones that have to do the walking!

"If you struggle with your importance in God's kingdom, realize that one day at the task God has personally assigned for you is better than a thousand days at someone else's... Only God's chosen task for you will ultimately satisfy. Do not wait until it is too late to realize the privilege of serving Him in His chosen position for you." (Moore, 2007)

Do you know what position God has chosen for you? Are you listening to his calling? If so, do you feel you are using it to ultimately satisfy?

Hearts Approaching the Altar (Day 4)

Day 4: Clean Hands and a Pure Heart

First of all I need to apologize for not posting yesterday. It was a very crazy day for me being that we were heading out of town. Our plane arrived in Dallas at 10:00 pm, so that is the reason I didn't post once I got here. My deepest apologies!

We bow our hearts. We bend our knees. O Spirit come make us humble. We turn our eyes, from evil things. O Lord we cast down our idols.

Give us clean hands. Give us pure hearts. Let us not lift our souls to another.
Give us clean hands. Give us pure hearts. Let us not lift our souls to another.

O God let us be a generation that seeks, seeks your face. O God of Jacob, O God of Jacob

This very song kept popping into my heard as I read today’s study. And this is one of my favorite songs! We learned about the importance of the bronze basin, but not just about it’s purpose, but also about its very strategic place between the altar and the tabernacle. The sacrifice had to be made first to forgive of the sins that were made, and then the water in the basin was used to cleanse them.

I did find it very interesting that the basin was made from mirrors and that upon cleansing the priests had to stand before it with their own reflection looking back at them. Beth statement is so very true. “The purpose is clear: before we can truly come before God for cleansing, we must examine ourselves to discover how we have erred” There are times that I’m so disappointed or frustrated with myself that I can’t even stand before a mirror myself – let alone think of standing before God.

“If we claim to be without sin we deceive ourselves and the truth is not in us. If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness. If we claim we have not sinned, we make him out to be a liar and his word has no place in our lives.” 1 John 1: 8-10

“Asking God to forgive us for a sin we are not yet sorry we committed is a waste of time.” I feel that it’s always important to ask for forgiveness no matter what the sin. There are times where I have sinned and asked for forgiveness and told myself and God that I would never do it again, and then for some odd reason I did do it again – but not purposely. I feel that asking for forgiveness the first time is just as important as the second, and in some cases the third. In these times I did have remorse and felt guilty about doing them, and I did pray that God would give me the strength to defeat temptation the next time. I think in Beth’s statement she was referring to someone who shows no pity in repeating the same sin over and over again, and continues doing it knowing that God will forgive. When we come to Jesus Christ he forgives all the sins we have committed or will ever commit. How do you all feel about what Beth said?

How would you react to God getting on his knees to clean your feet? I think that I would have reacted as Peter did. It should be me washing his feet not the other way around. In John 13:14 Jesus’ commands us to go out and wash one another’s feet. In doing this we enable them to walk with him. Here are seven reasons why we have difficulty following Jesus’ command on this issue:

1. We lack the assurance of who we are.
2. We have a fear of leaving our comfort zones.
3. We are not willing to be vulnerable.
4. Our pitchers are empty, and we fail to be refilled.
5. We just don’t like feet.
6. We have to get on our knees.
7. We flat out refuse to allow God to wash our feet.

Recall a time when your “pitcher” was empty. How did you feel when others asked you for something during this period of time? How was your pitcher finally refilled?

Hearts Approaching the Altar (Day 3)

Day 3: Acceptable Offerings

Moses said to Aaron, “Come to the altar and sacrifice your sin offering and your burnt offering and make atonement for yourself and the people; sacrifice the offering that is for the people and make atonement for them, as the Lord has commanded. Leviticus 9:7

Atonement:
1. Satisfaction or reparation for a wrong or injury; amend
2. Reconciliation

All salvation rests on this precept; Acceptance is always based on atonement. (Moore, 2007) Beth said to not let this fact escape our minds during this study today. I can’t speak for all of you, but it never left mine.

I have been contemplating what to say in this post today for awhile now. To me there are no words for the sacrifice that was made for us. After reading the history of the offerings and how it goes hand in hand with the sacrifice that God made on the cross, I just sat at my kitchen table in tears. I think a good hour went by before the frog in my throat finally eased up. I will try my hardest to express my thoughts for today, but I know that I am not going to do it justice!

In today’s study we got a deeper understanding of what the differences were in the offerings. The system of sacrifices atoned for sins - and it was one complicated system. I don’t know about you all, but I had a hard time reading the details of holding down the animal’s head and slaying it with the other. This made me cringe. It is through the sacrifice of the animal (or any substitute), that people could be forgiven of their sins. Beth stated, “We cringe at the thought; yet as the sinner held the animal’s head while its life fled, God’s purpose was clearly stated in living, crimson color: an innocent victim lost its life because of the sin of its killer.” Jesus was our innocent victim.

As I was reading this I couldn’t help but think how many animals were being sacrificed, because we know that there is a ton of sin each and every day. People continually sin – I continually sin. For this very reason God chose to make one final and ultimate sacrifice, and that sacrifice was his one and only beloved son, Jesus. He took all of our sins and placed them upon himself, so that we wouldn’t have to suffer. He made the ultimate sacrifice! Beth said, “Sins could be atoned for on the cross only by heaping them on Christ Jesus, the unblemished Lamb. Think how many were yours and mine.”

The unblemished Lamb of God died and conquered sin once and for all. What a precious gift!

What part of today’s study stood out to you the most and how has it affect you?

Hearts Approaching the Altar (Day 2)

Day 2: The Altar of Sacrifice

The fire on the altar must be kept burning; it must not go out. Every morning the priest is to add firewood and arrange the burnt offering on the fire and burn the fat of the fellowship offerings on it. The fire must be kept burning on the altar continuously; it must not go out. Leviticus 6: 12-13

The fire at the altar, God’s fire, must NOT go out for he is the one who started it! God’s fire is present in each believer’s life through the gift of the Holy Spirit, and we as his children must fan the flame to keep it burning. It is our responsibility as believers to spread the word of Jesus Christ our Lord and Savior.

For this reason I remind you to fan into the flame the gift of God, which is in you through the laying on of my hands. For God did not give us a spirit of timidity, but a spirit of power, of love and of self-discipline.
2 Timothy 1: 6-8

It is through the Holy Spirit that we can overcome some of the obstacles that are thrown at us in this crazy world we live in. It gives us the courage and self discipline to hang on to the truth and use the very gifts that God has blessed us with. By doing this we are walking on the path that God has set for us – an amazing and life changing path!

This altar that God gave such detailed instructions to build was incredible in so many ways. But it wasn't until I compared it to an altar that I know all too well, the cross, that I was humbled. Jesus Christ secured himself on an altar as our sacrifice, anointed us with His Holy Spirit, and leads us to victory. What a wonderful and selfless act!

Do you serve God in the daily routines of your life, or do you wait for him to do a mighty act?

Week 4: Hearts Approaching the Altar (Day 1)

Day 1: Breaking Ground for Construction

Good afternoon ladies. Can you believe that it’s already week 4? This study has been amazing so far and I can’t even imagine what it’s going to be like for the next seven weeks. I’m so glad to be on this journey with each and every one of you. I pray that it is changing your heart as it is changing mine!

Beth stated how the study will unfold from here on out. We are going to approach the Tabernacle and its contents from the outside in to get its full meaning. But in order to do this we need to get a visual of the Tabernacle. I don’t know about you guys but I am a visual & hands on learner. All through nursing school I could read until I was blue in the face – which didn’t mean I was actually taking the information in. It wasn’t until I either saw a picture or physically did it with my own hands that I got the full concept of what was being taught to me. So when Beth instructed us to make a diagram according to God’s directions I was at first a little apprehensive (I’m not the best drawer), but when I started doing it I began to see the Tabernacle in a different light. Even though I had drawn it, I still didn’t’ feel like I had “been” there, as Beth put it, so I researched and found some pictures that helped me visualize what the Tabernacle looked like. Here are a few of them:




After adding the camp, the army of the living God, I was astounded by how many were actually there. Here is a picture with the names of the tribes surrounding the Tabernacle. It does not specify how many were in each tribe as the Bible does. It would have taken about 12 square miles to set up tents for the 603,550 fighting men – not to mention the women and children. Unbelievable!

The whole time I was reading I kept wondering if I had missed something. Why was God bringing in all these tribes? Why does he refer to them as a camp – meaning army, band, company, station? Who are they going to fight? Then I read what Beth said… “We will discover quickly that the children of Israel were on the toughest battlefield of their nation’s history, facing the most vicious enemy of all: Themselves.”

Can I just say that this was a slap in my face. I am really hard on myself and I do believe that a lot of it stems from how I was raised. I know that I am my own worst enemy, and honestly sometimes I hate myself for it. I battled post partum depression after my first child, but it wasn’t the typical post partum depression. I didn’t have the negative feelings towards my beautiful son, I had them towards myself. He was the reason that I got out of bed, he was the reason I went about my day as normal as I could. But I truly hated myself and I couldn’t pin-point why. I hated looking at myself in the mirror. I hated seeing myself in the reflection of a window. I just could stand being in my own skin! So when Beth said, “My own flesh is twice the enemy to me that Satan is” I felt her pain.


2 Corithians 10: 3-5 reassures me that we can use the weapons that God has given us. We may be tempted to use our own methods, but nothing can break down the barriers like God’s weapons!

“Therefore put on the full armor of God, so that when the day of evil comes, you may be able to stand your ground, and after you have done everything, to stand. Stand firm then, with the belt of truth buckles around your waist, with the breastplate of righteousness in place, and with your feet fitted with the readiness that comes from the gospel of peace. In addition to all this, take up the shield of faith, with which you can extinguish all the flaming arrows of the evil one. Take the helmet of salvation and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God. And pray in the spirit in all occasions with all kinds of prayers and requests. With this in mind, be alert and always keep on praying for all the saints.” Ephesians 6: 13-18

To withstand Satan’s attacks on us we must use every piece of armor that God has given us.

Think of a difficulty you are dealing with. Test it according to Henry Blackaby’s three questions.

Am I living outside the will of God?
Do I have any unconfessed sin?
Is God simply working His completion in me?

Are you under attack from Satan or from your flesh?