Day 2: Gold, Silver and Precious Stones
So, then those who suffer according to God's will should commit themselves to their faithful Creator and continue to do good. 1 Peter 4:9
Did you get the chance to meditate on this Scripture??....
God's Word is full of examples of people who were tested and tried--it seems all too often that involves suffering of some sort. This is what God Word's tells us to do in the face of suffering, "...commit...to (our) faithful Creator...." Is that our first response when we suffer or feel the result of being tested? I'll admit, it's not always mine.
I usually take the "long way home," if you will. It seems easier to me, for some reason, to look at my life from my own perspective and try to figure things out. That tends to get me nowhere except frustrated! My eyes can't quite see the way God's can, and my heart is usually deceitful without His Spirit guiding me (Jeremiah 17:9). I usually end up on the same page with God, but sometimes it takes me a long time to get there... I have also found that God, knowing my tendencies, sometimes takes me the long way. For instance, over the past two years or so we've made a pretty big transition. We moved across the state just after our youngest was born. Another note to add to that, we moved away from our families, friends and community that we had established over several years! We were excited about the move initially because of my husband's new job. But when I realized what all that entailed, I began to feel scared and alone. However, the process of selling our house, which took over a year, and actually getting moved took SO long that we were just ready!!! I realized I needed this time to adjust to the idea of moving and to actually want to go! If we had moved quickly and everything had been smooth, I believe it would have been even harder! Still today, almost a year after officially moving, I am struggling a little. But God is slowly building our community here with His people, and I am trying, desperately, to rely on Him.
These times when I've struggled or suffered through being tested have always brought me closer to the Lord, even if it's the "long way home." And I so much believe that is the point! In Revelation 3, it talks about being lukewarm and what Christ thinks about that.
I know your deeds, that you are neither cold nor hot, I wish you were one or the other! So, because you are lukewarm--neither hot nor cold--I am about to spit you out of my mouth. Revelation 3:15-16
Christ doesn't think very fondly about us being lukewarm. These times push us toward Him or away from Him! Another reason in 1 Peter that he encourages us to turn to our faithful Creator and do good. There is never an excuse for us to not trust God! Even in hard times. It's not easy, and it's often not our natural reaction. But with Christ's power we can do it!!! Even through this study we have encouraged one another and heard testimony of Christ's power in our lives!
I want to encourage you all to read Hebrews 11. This is one of my favorite passages in all of Scripture! Many have called it the "Faith Hall of Fame." (Kinda silly, but you'll see why!) It is such an encouraging passage especially through times of suffering.
In your life right now, is God testing you? Or what are ways you have been tested in the past? How has God proven to be your faithful Creator?
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
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You were right Sara, I should just copy and paste my comment to yesterday's post onto today ... :-) ... as we all are seeing, this study is overlapping so many areas of our lives and in the end the overall message is that ... God is always there!
I often think of another quote I love that gives me encouragement during tough times ... "just when the caterpillar thought her life was over .... she became a beautiful butterfly". It just reminds me that God is always there, in all his creations ... continually bringing us through the tough times to a more beautiful being on the other side.
To answer today's question: I am in the process of being tested/about to be tested through this church planting adventure we are about to embark upon! It's just in the beginning stages (well, beginning for me anyway...Todd's been thinking/praying/feeling called to this for a few years now...long before I knew anything about it), but in recent days we've experienced a little taste of the struggles and "faith-testing" that are sure to come in an endeavor like this. We've laughed a little because obviously, we don't expect that it's going to be easy...but really, a little bit in our heart of hearts we were hoping that MAYBE it would be...hey God can do anything, right? This will be a strong test of our faith and how much we really believe that God is in control. Todd feels called and is certain of that calling. So there you go...God will work out the details in order to accomplish this.
However, even though I feel like I'm slowly coming to terms with his choice, I'm still dragging my feet just a bit. It's scary and honestly, not what I had planned or thought our future was going to look like. And I LOVE where we are living!! This feels like home. We have friends we adore, we couldn't ask to live in a better neighborhood with better neighbors - we LOVE them, we have a life. HERE! We have roots. We had our babies here. I could go on and on...And even though the place we are moving back to is familiar and filled with family and old friends - a place we loved and still love (this is where it will be different for us, Sara!) where we are now feels like home! Does that make sense? I find I'm horribly nostalgicly attached to Missouri! Who would have thought a born and bred Nebraska girl would be able to say that! But I will admit those feelings sometimes overshadow the fact that our actual purpose for moving will be to reach lost people for Christ! And how awesome will that be?
So, some testing ahead in my future that freaks me out a little. Will I be able to stand up under it? Will Todd be able to? I also am trying desperately to rely on Him and trust wholeheartedly that His hand is on our lives and will be guiding us.
meghan, i am excited about your new adventure!!! (it's easy for me to say, right??... i'm looking in from the outside!) but truly, it's a wild ride, but one that nothing, i mean NOTHING, compares to!!!... following the call of God, which we all have done and are doing in some form or fashion--whether it's being a mom, a wife, a sister, a daughter--these are all things that God has called us to. some of them we have chosen, and some of them we have not. however, we have seen in those instances, the wild nature of God, but the constant, faithful nature of God never wavers. sometimes, i believe, it's harder to see--that's because our eyes are not eternal! we can hardly see past the end of our noses sometimes! but God, His eyes see forever--He sees tomorrow, He sees next week, He sees 50 years down the road! He has the capacity to know how today and this moment will affect our futures as well! that's why it is so important for us to walk in the Spirit and trust His guidance! it's not easy, it's certainly not typically our nature either--the things He asks us to do and the places He asks us to go... i have often had the same thoughts as you, meghan, "maybe, God, could this one be easy (for once)?" but when times are easy, at least for me, my reliance starts to shift to ME!! which is always a BAD choice, as we have established--i am selfish, i am not always kind and loving, etc. so, in order for us to constantly rely on Him, He will lead us to places (like the desert, moses... or being divinely pregnant, mary) where we HAVE to rely on Him for SO much!!! what a wonderful, awesome, HOLY, (and a bit scary sometimes) place to be!!! i'm here for you, friend, and i truly am SO excited for this wonderful, scary, wild ride the Lord is preparing you for!! and another thing, He doesn't make mistakes when He calls.. i know todd felt called before you did, but when He calls a man, He also calls His wife and family... so, there is a great purpose in all of this for YOU as well!!:) how awesome!!!
Meghan, I can only imagine what you are going through. This is totally Sara's territory! The only time I moved away from here was my Senior year of high school, and obviously I found my way back! What I can say is that God has a huge plan for your family. He will provide in ways that you can never imagine. Sure it's going to be tough. But didn't we just read a scripture today (1 Peter 1:6-7) that basically states we suffer so that our faith can grow stronger! I thought and thought about that! I hated it when Sara and Shane moved their family, but I came to grips with it when I knew that God was doing amazing things in their lives, which shows through to others. This is how I will be with you too. I will greatly miss you guys, but I have comfort in knowing that God is taking care of my dear friends!
When I read today's study I honestly got sick to my stomach upon reading about being judged before God. Why??? Because I have so much sin in my life that I'm embarrassed to even come face to face with God. And then I think to myself... "Sarah, he knows all your sins, so why try to hide them?" But I am still SO ashamed to the point that it makes me sick. I'm not sure how many things in my life to stand the test of the fire and this REALLY scares me. Which again, brings me to the main reason why I'm seeking him so much lately.
It's usually when something MAJOR happens in my life that I really turn to him. Why does it always have to be MAJOR - why can't it be the everyday stress? That's where I get frustrated with myself. He's always there for me, why can't I just talk to him like I'm talking to your all right now!!!
I am being tested right now with my job situation. I have a HUGE issue with leaving my children. So huge, that I almost get sick everytime I have to leave them. I feel like I'm being shown what I need to do, but I'm very timid. Sure I would love to not work at all, but that's not in the cards for my family right now. So, I've been doing a lot of praying. Yesterday I went and filled out paperwork and took test after test after test (2 hours worth) to see if I'm a fit for the home care nursing position. I'm through with worrying about what I should do, so right now I'm turning it over to God. And honestly, it's pretty peaceful!
Wow! 1 Peter 1:6-7...."Those who suffer according to God's will should commit themselves to their faithful Creator and continue to do good."
That scripture means so much to me these days more than ever before.
Its like a LIGHT BULB just went off in my head...although, I know its the Holy Spirit speaking to me...
When we offer our Father, our "Dad" something more precious than gold...and when we joyfully lay out SUFFERING on His alter and agree to be purified by the flames that threaten to consume us (BM's words..) What an amazing offering to Him! SUFFERING for Him!
Here's the catch...when I read that yesterday's lesson was about gold being named first in God's list of freewill offering...then TODAY it was listed first among works of ...ETERNAL SIGNIFICANCE! That's it..eternal significance! Even though we suffer today...and I'm not making light of it...its very REAL! But, if it will bring eternal significance....then BRING IT ON!
Will we be able to CONTINUE ON after we have suffered? Remember, this passage is talking about suffering according to God's will..this does not include our own selfish suffering..and will we continue on? Does that make sense?
I appreciate everyone's comments this week...through all the trials, tests, and sufferings that we are all going through right now..I know that you will all stand firm, and learn, and grow, and overcome, and most of all....your suffering will bring ETERNAL SIGNIFICANCE! I love your hunger for God, and I am encouraged by all of you! I love what you said Sara, "God's eyes sees, FOREVER!"
mom, what an awesome thought--eternal significance!! it's SO true!! we all know this and have experienced this--the hard things change us forever! they either harden us or make us stronger in the Lord! and seriously, if it's not truly in the Lord, it's not a good change! we can become emotionally different (for a while), but that won't really last.. the true change comes when we surrender to our Lord for good!!!
sarah, i can imagine a little of what you're going through with leaving your kids.... i'm fearing this when my schooling gets more intense. it makes me a little sick to my stomach as well! i always imagined myself as a stay-at-home mama, and we've always made that work on purpose! so, when God called me back to school and for such an intense thing as nursing, i was excited and terrified all at once!! so far, it's been part-time and we've always been able to work out a schedule that wasn't too intense for our family. however, that will soon change whenever i enter the program. i'm really nervous about it... one moment i rest in peace knowing that God has had this planned all along and WILL take care of it, and the next minute i'm fretting again! one thing i do rest in and try to remember is that God loves my children MORE than i do, He cares about their well-being MORE than i do. so, if He has called me to this, He knows that whatever that brings and in whatever way it all works out, will be good for them, for all of us!!! His eyes are eternal and His ways are bigger than this moment!!! perhaps He's giving you some time away that will make you a better mommy (He knows us well!) or perhaps there someone that needs a LOT of ministering to where YOU can evangelize or meet a HUGE need! there are so many possibilities when we walk in the way of the Lord, and thank God He is the One in control who has to orchestrate all of this!!!.. it's not easy, you're right.. but that's only because it's against our nature. when we do surrender to Him, as you've experienced, sarah, we experience such peace and freedom.
"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light." Matthew 11:28-30
do we truly believe the words of our Savior here?!!!... His "yoke" is full submission and surrender to the Father! who better to speak of this than Jesus Christ--who made the ultimate sacrifice and suffered the deepest and greatest!!
I was thinking too today...that testing and along with that suffering also serves the purpose of equipping us to be able to better minister to others and be truly compassionate when we see others suffering or being tested in a similar way to what we have been. Randy talked a little about that in his sermon this past Sunday. I love, too, Sara, what you said about God seeing forever! It's so true - I love that He's always working out His will even if we are a little blind to it in the beginning. I love God's sovereignty - that He knows EVERYTHING - isn't that so incredible? And for me, restful. With Him in charge, I don't have to worry or be anxious. It IS exciting to think about that - and in my more lucid moments (when I'm not being selfish and whining and scared and proud - I agree too that the reliance starts to shift to me when times are easy), it's SUPER exciting!! And I always think, "How amazing that He would choose small, insignificant me to work out His purpose!" So humbling! For me, especially right now, it always comes back to what sort of relationship with Jesus I want to have...cold, dead, Sunday only - or on fire, living a life with Eternal Significance (I love that Tammy!)?
Sarah- I know exactly the feeling you are describing. I'm so there with you on the leaving the kids thing. And you know I would watch your sweet babies for you any day...so don't hesitate to ask if you need to. A passage of scripture I love and find so helpful is Psalm 121 (I won't write it out because it's kind of long). It always helps to remind me that God is watching out for me - that the Creator of the Universe cares about every detail of my life. Wow!
Sara-it is going to be a wild, crazy ride! Again, so not what I had ever thought when "planning" out our future.:) But I think in the scheme of things it will be a far more interesting ride - right now I'm looking forward to that. I'm sure I will go back and forth about that a few million times in the next few years! I think the very fact that I am willing to talk about it at all shows progress in my thinking. Poor Todd! I think he was starting to get a little nervous about how God was going to work this out with wife that was so stinkin' resistant! I think curiosity is playing big part in my change of mind, too. As a girl who constantly is struggling with what my purpose is and what are my gifts, I'm interested to see what God has in store for me.:) Thanks for your support...it means so much!
meghan, i will never stop saying this--you are going to make a wonderfully AWESOME pastor's wife!! the very fact that you are taking this struggle SO seriously and that you are indeed struggling will, as you said, make you better able to minister to others!! you won't be some called-from-birth, high and mighty woman, who holds herself with poise and elegance and never, EVER makes a mistake! you are real, raw and will be so approachable to those around you who will look to your guidance and wisdom--which you are gaining more of through this struggle!! i'm SO excited for you!!! and you ALWAYS have my support!!!
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